Tuesday, March 12, 2013
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Saturday, March 9, 2013
Learning Disabilities... a disaster?
Last week, I chat with an athlete from Kuching for second times. We can't chatted long for the first time because he said he is having lots of school works to do. So I feel weird when we can chat so long for the second times. I asked him if he need time to study later. He told me that he just finish the examination. He mentioned that he is quite hardworking in study but still couldn't score higher because of the memorize problem. He even told me that he couldn't answer a question in History about 'Tamadun', so he just put in whatever answer he can find, and last he pun in the answer "Janji ditepati". I burst into laugh with him. But after that, I feel sorry about him.
This is a common problem among my students. But I cannot do anything, just try my best to make my lesson fun and creative so that it might help my students to memorize even only a bit.
During the staff meeting, again I feel quite sad with the news wanna Special Education Program to move out from the school.
We take care of every place given to us as the classroom for our special students.
From block A, we move to block D because the school leader wanna take it as an office and now it turns to be useless, or perhaps a store for the prizes. Block D almost collapse, so we move to block E. We tiled the floor and make particial in the room. After everything done, we're been ordered to move to block B which is unorganized. We takes 3 years to complete it with the fans, air conditioners, new washrooms, particial for PK room, and a new kitchen. Then we need to ready to move out again?! Because of no more block for school and no more space for us with a total 70 plus students, 10 teachers and 4 PPMs?
Therefore, why we need to make our place so comfortable until others keep on aiming to taking the place? But no matter what, life won't be too hard for us because we are close together and can do a lot of job on our own. Now I do hope we can move to a better place with better administration that won't limit our students to show their brilliant. Just because we love, so we serve.
This is a common problem among my students. But I cannot do anything, just try my best to make my lesson fun and creative so that it might help my students to memorize even only a bit.
During the staff meeting, again I feel quite sad with the news wanna Special Education Program to move out from the school.
We take care of every place given to us as the classroom for our special students.
From block A, we move to block D because the school leader wanna take it as an office and now it turns to be useless, or perhaps a store for the prizes. Block D almost collapse, so we move to block E. We tiled the floor and make particial in the room. After everything done, we're been ordered to move to block B which is unorganized. We takes 3 years to complete it with the fans, air conditioners, new washrooms, particial for PK room, and a new kitchen. Then we need to ready to move out again?! Because of no more block for school and no more space for us with a total 70 plus students, 10 teachers and 4 PPMs?
Therefore, why we need to make our place so comfortable until others keep on aiming to taking the place? But no matter what, life won't be too hard for us because we are close together and can do a lot of job on our own. Now I do hope we can move to a better place with better administration that won't limit our students to show their brilliant. Just because we love, so we serve.
Candid...
Feel quite fun when someone have some special reaction towards my camera... all candid.. hahaha
Naughtiest Special Education Teacher? Am I?
Think I'm quite naughty... even the athlete (one of the orange shirts) stunned with my reaction... hahaha
Korea trip... during...
The trip started at night... I couldn't sleep well, a bit of anxiety... It's a different world from mine... Look at my team leader... haha... must agree that I'm quite stress... can I pass her qualification... don't blame me... too much complaints make me feels that... will I be the next in her complaints? Hahaha... I know myself... too childish and too naughty sometimes, a bit clumsy... and now plus another problem... I'm in great stress... from the school and also the parents... for the health and the safety of the students. Stress also from my athlete coach, is he reliable? Hopefully just won't lost control...
Actually I do hope that I can calm down a bit, don't be so stress, just relax... but think of the school... just feel like wanna cry...
The only time I can forgot about those things is just when I play the sledge at Seocho ... haha, because I need to focus...
Luckily everything is under control till we had the competition at PyeongChang...
31 January 2013. It wasn't a good day for me... that's what I thought... Nadzzal fall and hurt his knee and Abg's leg got twisted by the opponent team... Our DAL and I sent him to the hospital using the ambulance... I try to stay calm in order to make him feel better... I try to grab out joke which I can to make him feel happier and less worry about the leg... Actually in my mind, I thought of the news which I heard this morning... A Floor Hockey athlete from Isle of Man which passed away this morning...
It's such a long time in the hospital... waiting... registration... waiting... move the bed to another place... waiting again... to the x-ray... waiting outside... after x-ray, move to another place again... and finally, the DAL got an ambulance to send us back...
The second match should have finish... wondering how is other athletes doing? Are them alright? Anyone get hurt again? Anyone helps? Thousand of questions and feel released when they're back, safe and healthy...
Feel pity for Abg... can't involve in running games again to avoid the same incident... this is the second times he got his leg twisted badly and he need to rest for 3 days... But I can't show my worries, try my best to stay cheerful and making jokes to make them forgot about the pain... even when the bandage tear off some of the leg hair... sorry... ;p Actually purposely...
2nd February 2013, Abg is getting better, can walk to the cafeteria and can join in the match again... just don't run too much... but Gabriel gets sick... for 5 days... can't join most of the important matches... Firdaus gets kick on the butt, must be hurt quite badly and make him lost his temper, feels don't want to join the match again. I feel rather pity to him. He is so slim and so hurt, but none can help. The opponent team even broke his shinguard into two! But I only can encourage him and promise to present him amount of the t-shirt according as his score... and for the match with Canada East on 4th February, he manages to score 3 points. Bravo!
5th February 2013, Adik get sick... for 3 days, keeps on headache... on and off for 3 days... even during the Closing Ceremony and during the flight we still busy massaging for him.. . Lody also sick for 2 days, looks rather weak, but luckily better before we set off to the airport. Nadzzal gets stomatchache, also on and off for 3 days... thought he is better when depart to KL, but after the nasi lemak in the flight, it start all over again...
We got blonze metals... but actually in my prayer... I do hope all the athletes were safe and healthy all the time... but if we got nothing, I know that there are another problem for me... from the school perhaps...
Luckily everything ends already. Everyone is peace and healthy... Although no concern from the public, even from the politician... Who cares, as long as everything is ok... and we're back safety... that's my concern... Pray for everyone good health and happy always...
Actually I do hope that I can calm down a bit, don't be so stress, just relax... but think of the school... just feel like wanna cry...
The only time I can forgot about those things is just when I play the sledge at Seocho ... haha, because I need to focus...
31 January 2013. It wasn't a good day for me... that's what I thought... Nadzzal fall and hurt his knee and Abg's leg got twisted by the opponent team... Our DAL and I sent him to the hospital using the ambulance... I try to stay calm in order to make him feel better... I try to grab out joke which I can to make him feel happier and less worry about the leg... Actually in my mind, I thought of the news which I heard this morning... A Floor Hockey athlete from Isle of Man which passed away this morning...It's such a long time in the hospital... waiting... registration... waiting... move the bed to another place... waiting again... to the x-ray... waiting outside... after x-ray, move to another place again... and finally, the DAL got an ambulance to send us back...
The second match should have finish... wondering how is other athletes doing? Are them alright? Anyone get hurt again? Anyone helps? Thousand of questions and feel released when they're back, safe and healthy...
Feel pity for Abg... can't involve in running games again to avoid the same incident... this is the second times he got his leg twisted badly and he need to rest for 3 days... But I can't show my worries, try my best to stay cheerful and making jokes to make them forgot about the pain... even when the bandage tear off some of the leg hair... sorry... ;p Actually purposely...
2nd February 2013, Abg is getting better, can walk to the cafeteria and can join in the match again... just don't run too much... but Gabriel gets sick... for 5 days... can't join most of the important matches... Firdaus gets kick on the butt, must be hurt quite badly and make him lost his temper, feels don't want to join the match again. I feel rather pity to him. He is so slim and so hurt, but none can help. The opponent team even broke his shinguard into two! But I only can encourage him and promise to present him amount of the t-shirt according as his score... and for the match with Canada East on 4th February, he manages to score 3 points. Bravo!
5th February 2013, Adik get sick... for 3 days, keeps on headache... on and off for 3 days... even during the Closing Ceremony and during the flight we still busy massaging for him.. . Lody also sick for 2 days, looks rather weak, but luckily better before we set off to the airport. Nadzzal gets stomatchache, also on and off for 3 days... thought he is better when depart to KL, but after the nasi lemak in the flight, it start all over again...
We got blonze metals... but actually in my prayer... I do hope all the athletes were safe and healthy all the time... but if we got nothing, I know that there are another problem for me... from the school perhaps...
Luckily everything ends already. Everyone is peace and healthy... Although no concern from the public, even from the politician... Who cares, as long as everything is ok... and we're back safety... that's my concern... Pray for everyone good health and happy always...
Korea trip... before...
It wasn't a smooth trip I must say... Even the training also not so smooth.. too pack with school opens, orientation, new principal new principle, new gerko schedule... oh, I really hope that the time can stop for a while, let me have a deep breath... In the end, we only manage to have some gym training based on the training time we fix before December last year and only a change for floor hockey training. I know the athletes are quite disappointed... I don't have enough time to let them get the enough time to train up... should I blame myself for this? I don't know.. but in my heart, I feel that I myself should take the responsible on this...
As the time comes nearer, finally we get the letter to apply for leave. Thought that everything should be ok, but actually another problem just started... The new leader doesn't really want to let us go just because he doesn't want to take any responsibility if anything happened. I feel so bad with the reply. But things happened and he forced to let us go with a point-- "make sure nothing happen to our students, make sure they come back peace and soundly". Then, my stress started...and I know that I've leave a really bad impression of myself and our program to the new leader...
2010 - 2013
Wow, times fly really fast. It's been 3 years since my last blog in 2010. When I remembered that I still have a blog here, I've forgotten about my blog's name...
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